I sense your happiness once was here
this never did happen
I wish I could bring someone near me
I'm helpless
my goals are crushed all at once
I'm not in the right mind like i should be
this is complicated
My heart seems open
no one will enter
I'm not wanted
angered bottle up more hatred
I thought I tried
a tear is almost here
now gone
my dreams are lost again
"my heart seems open
no one will enter"
sounds like the anger built up inside was filling your heart, making it near impossible for anyone to get in