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If I go to bed early in the night

if I sleep longer I won't feel lonely any longer

If I have a glass of wine maybe I won't notice

If I pretend to have fun when I am out

If I can stay out longer 

If I can pretend to listen meaningless conversations 

Maybe I won't drift out of my body

If I can look at laughter of others and really know that it's real

Than maybe I will look for ways to have more laughter 

If I can find meaning that's real and passes all understanding

Maybe only a maybe I knew

If I am content or sad than maybe I wouldn't wonder any longer 

If I am an empty shell just trying to fill the remaining time of my life in this lifetime

Or maybe and only a maybe

The sun is always shinning

I just can't see it from all the clouds that I  surround  myself with

Cheers with Love

Wish you mostly sunny days in 2013

Gulten Dye