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Paralyzed
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lovediary 9/9/04
was still paralyzed
about not protesting this grievances
dark to me seems so unforgiving
can’t escape my eyes
and even stretch my skin to feel safe.
But I tried not to think of you.
It’s been a cold distance we have left
Salty eyes and broken hearted.
Now you’re alone (so am i)
And the worst is.
Maybe, you’re blaming me.
But it’s not all me
Not all my crime
Don’t blame it all to me
It’s not all my fault, yours too.
Look who’s suffering?
Who feels unprotected, restless?
Who lost music from within?
Who lost herself entirely?
It’s all me
All the wounds,
Sickness I have felt
All the shit and shame you filled in me
I still did my mouth stay glued and shut
Just to understand you,
Though
Still paralyzed,
Spoiling my fancy dreams.
I really like this piece. Really captures what goes through alot of peoples minds after a break up. Excellent job.
The only problem with the story carved on your chest, is its hard to read when your missing your ribs..