Crimson pouring from my veins
I watch as the regret of life slowly seeps through my skin
Where did I ever go so wrong...
...as to commit this life of sin....
I no longer live for the good in life
I know it does not exist
To this sinful temptation I just cant resist
So I will carve another painful word in my flesh
All because I know I will never be the best
Hateful words are tattooed on me
For all the times I wanted to 'die'
I so colorfully painted on all the 'lies'
Blood has become my love, my addiction..
Why do I love this self affliction
Maybe I never should have started
The pain takes over once those I care about have parted
I run towards the razorblade
Just to release every mistake I ever made
You will stop loving me
You will no longer care
Once you find the truth, you will no longer be there
You'll see my scars and run in fear
You'll leave me there with my crimson tears
and they never leave, no matter how much crying clear tears does....
I like this a lot
Since Destroyed