now i lay me down to sleep
forever, and not one shall weep
for i shall die before i wake
i pray, someone, my soul to take.
my heart is cold
my soul is black
my love is dead
and worth i lack
gone from my love
my heart is breaking only living for her
cause shes mine for the taking
but everyday is harder and harder
trying to survive in this cliche
suffocating in this world
death calling me from everyway.
but i hush my urges and i resist the call of the blade
reluctantly.
im only alive for one thing and
i cant even be around her
so when i hush the demons inside my head
with that clean slice of crimson red
i ask of you my last request
before im cold and dead.
please dont let it hurt.
and dont let her suffer.