I wish I could believe that
you're no longer doing drugs.
That you will stay away from drugs and the
people that do those things.
I do still love you.
I tried to hide it.
I tried to believe that I didn't.
That I didn't love you,
but I do.
I know that you can be a good hearted person.
When you're not on drugs.... You're perfect.
I don't think I could ask for anyone better.
But you change into a different person
when you fuck with drugs.
I wish you would stay away from them.
I wish you would choose me
to be your drug. You're addiction.
I do still love you.
I love you with my heart.
I tried to tell myself that I was over you.
That I didn't love you...
But the day you called me from jail,
I talked to you.
To the you that was clean of drugs...
I knew then,
that I did and do still love you.
I wish we could work things out and
Just be together.
That we could raise our daughter together,
when she's born.
I'd love for her to grow up with both of her parents together.
For her to see you...The you
that's not on drugs.
It should be you as her father
to be the kinda man that you would want her to be with later on in her life.
I do love you.
I feel you'll always be in my heart.
That a part of me...
Will always love you,
no matter how many times I try to deny it.
I love you.
It's that simple.
I wish you would stay off drugs.
I wish you'd be the you that I fell for.
I wish you'd come back to me.
I wish we could be a family.
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the down fall of many a relationship
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