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I think that I may love you,

god dammit, fuck this shit, 

This isn't what i wanted, 

and it's really sinking in,

I really dislike this feeling, 

because i know what's coming up,

a crapload of complications,

that go hand in hand with love

I just wanted some peace, 

but you got to me dammit, 

i know it's not your fault, 

but this situation, i cant stand it.  

I'm feeling jealous and I hate it, 

i hate it because i have no right, 

to feel anger at these others, 

and it bothers me every night, 

is it too much to ask, 

too exempt me from these feelings, 

I have work and rent and life, 

and no time for these personal dealings, 

The worst feeling is knowing,

how you feel about me too, 

knowing that this distance, 

keeps you from me and me from you, 

God i want to shout out,

stop this feeling from happening, 

knowing you'll be at the beach, 

while I'm killing myself tree planting. 

But, when i come back, 

i may allow a little hope,

that we can pull together,

and Null everything I just wrote.