It seems it, it's always on my mind,
And i can't seem to escape it,
It takes up my thoughts all the time,
And I wish i could put it all aside,
Focus on everything else in life,
But it's always there,
In the shadows of my thoughts,
Even on the darkest days, of my distant past
Thoughts of you followed me around like a shadow cast,
In the moonlight, so bright, coming home with me,
And it's hard to keep quiet, hide it,
It's hard to hold my tongue,
Because when i see you standing there,
It's like my life has just begun,
And it's crazy, crazy to think about,
All the times i should have verbalized,
And torn through all my doubt,
Because if you were with me,
I think that i could see,
A diferrent path arriving,
That i could accept with ease
But you aren't with me, can't sleep,
Life is not a dream,
I talk to you every day,
But still you don't know what i mean,
And it's hard to keep quiet, hide it,
So hard to hold my tongue,
Because i don't want what we have,
To all become undone,
So I'll accept this quiet, silence,
Whispering the words,
Not loud enough for you to hear,
As i fight through all my nerves,
And your silence, to me is deafening,
Because every day i think of you,
And i'm always wondering,
If i should keep quiet, hide it,
Should i hold my tongue,
What would you think of me,
If i told you you were the one,
But for now i'll keep quiet, hide it,
Of my thoughts I'll still my tongue,
Because i'd hate if i were to tell you,
And had you turn around and run,
So i'll keep quiet, hide it,
For now I'll hold my tongue...
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really liked this read.. Totally know these feelings.
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