"Never", then "probably not".
Now "hmmm..." - No answer.
My heart has grown cold on you,
I feel bad that I can't feel for you.
Perhaps I never really loved you.
The more I think about this,
The more I think this is true.
I think I have misused you
And I'm sorry.
We are friends, truly.
We listen to each other,
But it does not feel enough,
When something so much stronger
Exists for somebody else.
Existed before I even knew you.
Denied for so long as I
Looked for a way to get past it.
I lie near you at night
Dreaming of happiness with somebody else.
I give myself to you,
But nothing.
(Why can't I love this man
Who says he loves me
And forget the one
Who says he does not?
If I divorce
Will being single
Lead me to more loneliness
Than I feel now?
It wouldn't change the fact
That my desperado doesn't love me.
I might be able to give husband
His life back, but
He seems so content in
Status Quo.)
My body has been yours,
My heart has been his,
And my sanity with nowhere to go.
This piece is wonderful
This piece is wonderful
applause!
applause!