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Is "IT" worth it?
I use drugs to cover my inability to socialize
It's not worth it
I'm hypocritical, cocky, acting like a preppy jock
Everything I despise
I think of my friends, my family, everyone I know.
Should I have ever been part of their lives?
I'm alone in this place, this hell
all that comes from me, lies.
Frightened, hurt, angry and dull
I wonder if this is what it feels like when you're about to die?
I think of the times that made me happy and how distant they are from me, has all this bullshit; my life; been a lie?
I look at the blade caked with dry blood, my life fills my eyes, spirit, heart
I think
Is it worth it?
The future makes adrenaline fly stronger than the supposed "hormones" that make me feel this way.so
FUCK AMERICA, FUCK THIS WORLD, YOU made me, YOU trained me, YOU even made ME pay.
the taking of life will happen this day.
insignificant, misunderstood, only a part of the whole
why are you so unkind to each other? What is your goal?
Happy, shouting, yelling, teasing, endless bombardments of words that are simply words but pack the punch of the bombs you all use to kill each other, children...
I look at the world and find only the blade.
blood.
Is it worth it?
DAAAMMMNNN!!!!!!!!!! That hit me right in the soul and that doesn't happened very often. I definently can relate to the supposed "Hormones" bullshit they feed kids to explain away the real problem. Anyway again good job.