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Pain
Sitting writing .
Exhausted!
Crippling!
Unable to speak.
Forced to declare and acknowledge.
Indeed I am miserable!
Needing my spirt to run free.
Alternatively, I stay as a lifeless daydreamer.
Fearful of the harrowing night!
By Gillian Cox
Author's Notes/Comments:
Unable too remember writing this as I was physical pain. Have dyslexia and sometimes unable make a sentence make sense I wrote this. 
Dyslexia is not a pain, it a
Dyslexia is not a pain, it is a GAIN
Everything you write
I love to read again
Thank you
Thank you for encouragement.
Thanks
For the courage to put down your thoughts and emotions on paper. You rock! - allets -
Thank you
My mind and body is not in perfect harmony. I feel defeated, frustrated and have a burning anger, its consuming me. My positive attitude, hope and my faith is clouded by disbelieve, hurt and confusion.
Over last few years I become a completely different person. The doctors, even some people close to me and even myself has questioned my sanity. A lot of fear, nervousness and self doubt has sneaked, slowly and seductive like a snake over my body and my mind.
Doctors given me so many unnecessary drugs, they have wasted so much time and give me pointless advice. Countless doctors psychiatrists and other professionals still doubting my sanity and my ability to be a good parent.
In December 2016 I was diagnosed with gallstones kidney infection, water infection, acid reflux and finally 4 weeks ago my dad pay privately have my gallbladder removed.
Also be tested for fibromyalgia but the miss diagnosised depression and anxiety (9 years) nearly killed me. I don't believe in the depression there's is a route to the cause it's somebody taking the time to listen and believing you.
Gill x
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