using one of
my many aliases
I saunter the streets
anonymous
in my indecision
pull the shades down
over my eyes
never let them see
the hesitation or the fear
I answer to many names
but I ignore the calls
I sift thru my messages
and determine
which are worthwhile
the strenuous act
of self determination
Secrecy held dear
the hat and coat
conceal my true identity
I walk amongst the crowd;
pass thru busy train station
inconspicuously eat hot dogs
purchased from street vendors
I slowly sip cheap beers
at a neighborhood bar
but no one sees me
or even knows my name
and I just answer
to “Bob” or “Jim” or “Steve”
I don’t care for
my pseudonym I just use it
to my advantage
freedom reflected
in solitary refinement
and an endless supply
of irrational fears
well, using my adopted moniker
I happily prance
thru an urban daydream
that has yet to solve
a very singular puzzle
6-18-96
You express this very well,
You express this very well, and the poem reminds me of an experience I had forty-five years ago, so I can really relate to the resonance of this poem.
Starward
I'm always pleased when
I'm always pleased when something I write has resonance and meaning for the reader. That makes me feel that maybe I'm doing something worthwhile.