The question here is how do i really feel?
i wish i could write it down and just let it go...
i wish i could tell you my disappointments,
maybe then you would understand my anger...and my loneliness...
i don't know how i should feel...
i don't know how i should feel...
i have emotions that i can't just yet decipher,
i just want to shut down and just let everything be...
but there's this huge part in me that won't let me,
it won't let me break down ....
it this voice in my head not sure if it's pride, or strength...
it won't let me fall down...
i know what i want but dammit i don't know where to even start...
I'm mad all the time, i want to just cry, i want to scream...
but i just don't know how i really feel...