What do u want me to say???
Im not going to apologize
Im not going to ask for ur forgiveness
What im feeling has nothing to do with u
Just give me time,
i have my issues to resolve.
I do admit i was pist that night.
We both acted stupidly and childish.
But thats not wat concerns me today.
..............
This weekend i had to get away...
I needed to centered myself....
But wat i found was nothing...
The calm never arrived
Instead i was hit wit....more loneliness n confussion.
I love u for trying,
But truth of the matter is its not enough something is missing.
I want happiness
I want to be careless n free
i want to really smile
to really laugh....
This weekend i opened my eyes...
I dont remember when was the last time i really laughed, the last time i really smiled.
What happen to me?
............
Like i said this has nothing to do with u....
i just need space...