Usually,
it is
all my fault
& I screw things up
eyes wide open.
I make the mistakes
with full awareness
in a robotic fashion
I feel anger
but know it was me
but this time
it actually was her
& for once
I can hold my head up;
look in the mirror
and tell myself
“You’re off the hook
you old bastard.”
I phone at the right times
I texted sweet nothings
and wrote tankas & cheritas
I didn’t get the words
warbled in my throat
and tried to see it
through her eyes
but still she pushed me away
and gave up something
we both wanted.
& for once
I feel fully vindicated.
Congrats
You did it right! - :D
It's so rare that I'm right
It's so rare that I'm right that I have to hold on tightly.