I once proclaimed
to lay my soul naked on the page
but alas now I must confess
that that quite simply isn't true.
Sure, I put it all down
I put everything on the page
but I cloak it in metaphor
I use allegory as a mask.
I keep the hidden details
deep within my own psyche.
Only those few brave may penetrate
through the defense shield.
Ha! My soul is naked on the page
but kept behind closed doors.
One must search for the key
that will unlock the bolted door
and that remains a tricky task.
Mystery intrigue keep baiting
all the kind readers of this page
Ha! a crock it is but still
I feel no shame in my deceit.
No way! The words do flow;
the remnants of my fragile soul
are scattered along in broken lines
& inconsistent, frazzled melody.
Like bitter lyrics like sweet rhyme
I keep up with my scheduled time
I hesitate then jot a few words;
look up to the sky to see the birds.
In token rhyme and meter; in form
of broken verse of mad prophets
I try to reveal myself whole
while hiding my warts & keeping
all my horrible scars from view.
Let's pretty it up for poetry's sake
so no one needs to cringe at
all the raw and graphic imagery.
Try not to let on the sweat and tears;
keep it all polite and bright.
And so confession for its own sake
and revealed in metaphor.
Again my soul is exposed nake
What? You can't see?
Ah, I guess those are the breaks
9-23-92
ha!
I love it. Just the way we poets be. Keep writing...
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Oooh cringe worthy! That you
Oooh cringe worthy! That you have such talent in exposing us all! Wonderful write I could relate at some point in my writing career every thing you said. Bravo! Blessingss
Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS
"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."