The simple joys I'll never know:
The softness of your skin
The sweetness of your lips
The little pleasures that I once had:
Your arm around my waist
That sparkle in your eyes
The words I'll never get to say;
The carpet I'll never get to walk;
The veil I'll never get to lift;
The kiss I'll never get to have...
Simple joys, little pleasures that seem so far away
haunt my tortured soul.
While I feared you turning one way,
you simply turned down another.
Was it destiny that you left me?
Would it have happened anyway?
Had I never told you the blood secret,
would you still be standing at my side?
Little thoughts: Things you used to do or say
making themselves known; resounding in my head.
Memories of what has passed:
burning tears of crystal in my eyes.
But why should I mourn the simple pleasures,
or the little joys?
Is it because I love you?
...and yet, you are still so far away.
I liked this very much.