I lay at night, with the insanity overtaking me,
I live to feel this pain, and deal with my mind's torment,
For the hope of seeing you one day,
Live for you, shattered have been my dreams.
I no longer dream, my hopes are diminished,
And with that, my strength is sapped,
But I live for you,
For I still love you, waiting for our time.
Nightmares fill what little sleep I own, at night alone,
I wake in the fullest of the morning times, wishing,
That I were to wake next to you,
Because you are everything, and in that I tell you I love you.
Breathe, Dream, Wish, Hope, Desire, Want, and try,
For you, and you alone, you are my all, forever,
You keep me in this realm,
Keeping my pandemonium together, unto the day you calm it.
wonderful poem