Maybe Isn't Enough

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Maybe I fell too fast for you

Maybe it wasn't right

Maybe I put too much hope in us

Maybe I just didn't fight



I could have forgiven what you did

I could have thought it justified

I could have given in

I could have ignored that you lied



Maybe you never wanted me at all

Maybe I was just too blind to see

Maybe you don't even like women

Maybe you never loved me



I don't know why you did it

And I don't know what I did wrong

But I'm torturing myself over possibilities

It's hard for me to be strong



Everything you said was a lie

Our whole relationship fake

I wasted a year and a half of my life

On nothing more than a heartache

Author's Notes/Comments: 

The last poem I ever wrote about Leah. 2006

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I'm so sorry, Laura... I'm sorry that had to happen to you. You loved her and everything... I hate when things turn out like that. I hate it. It sucks so much, when you love somebody and trust them then find out later their true intentions.

This one is also really sad, but also really good.