Stab out my fucking heart, I don't deserve to live
Not in this life, constantly ignored and pushed aside
It's my entire fault that you are hurting
Everyone is looking down on me
But nobody actually sees through...
Nobody knows the real me, but that's okay
I like it better this way
Then nobody can see that my heart has been raped
Screaming through torn lungs
And on the inside my soul cannot stop crying
Its own song of sadness set to repeat
These eyes have shed tears
Everlasting
Never ending
I'm afraid of life, afraid of love
I can't do this anymore
Kill my heart, I can't take the beating anymore
I'll rip out my eyes; I don't want to look at this
I'm not pretty enough to be your only one
So I'll end this ugliness
And become myself again...
A mutated soul, designed to be disgusting
In a world of hatred, I cannot wait to die.
All I ever wanted was to love you...
Powerful and full of emotion.