The only way I can tell myself to wake up inside
Is if I paint my arms scarlet
With messages to you, written ever so clearly
I reach out to a vast image of you, only to catch air
So dark, so pure...
I'm scared to be in love with you.
Do you see how your arms fit around mine?
How our hearts touch closely every time we embrace?
It doesn't make sense why I should keep this love a secret
I want to tell the world!
I love you! I need you and I want you, so bad!
But theres something stopping me
Its my heart, pounding on my chest
I need to feel the pain to know I'm alive
I found why I am unhappy
Its because I need YOU! Nobody else!
I fall to my knees and beg for you...
Please look at me...
Cant you see you cause me pain?
This pain is bearable, at least by the blade
I wont cry, no... I'm too strong for that
As long as I have you near, nothing can harm me
Look at me with deep diamond eyes
And tell me that you need me too...
Powerful. Hun - there's no need to feel guilty. One cannot help who they love. It's inevitable.