The State came and took me away,
They said they had a safe place for me to stay
So where will I be going
Antisapation of not knowing
All their pictures neatly hung upon the wall
in the living room, family room and all along the hall
framing in their smile captured faces
youngest to oldest having their own places
Like a puzzle piecing them all together
they belong here now and forever
where do I fit in, is there room for me
I wont be written on a branch of their family tree
I will only live here till I have to go
will they even notice, I dont think so
All of them staring, looking in my way
words caught on their tongue, not knowing what to say
I can see the pity in all of their eyes
my heart screams out with silent cries
I know they were told of my life story
All the details to make it all look gory.
They think they know just how I must feel
But the pain inside I will never reveal.
All I want is just to belong
Is that so wrong
Now in the system, my name has been filed
I have just been marked as a foster child
Fosters
I worked in foster care and getting a safe home without abuse was a plus for your friend: Here, not belonging, only a visitor with no rights to pictures on the walls, no blood tie to keep me warm in winter. Wonder is, how long will this place last as a stopover untiil I find a home? ~~~inside the head of the fostered - Lady A