I feel so sad and so alone,
With only my teddy bear to hold.
I know there are ones who truly care,
I just feel no one is really there.
I hate to feel the way I do,
Especially to hurt the ones so true.
There always there to see me through,
They don't deserve the things I do.
All I ever want is to be loved,
But doing harm to everyone.
I'm sorry for hurting or worrying you,
I wish I didn't it hurts me to.
I want to be steady and strong,
I want to feel I belong.
I do my best everyday,
But sometimes I lose my way.
I love you all I swear to you,
I'll always be here for you.
I'm just so tired and life seems unfair,
I must have done something, somehow, somewhere.
For why do I feel so blue,
When I do have love just wish I knew.
My heart is broke and trying to mend,
I want to feel new again.
It always seems it will never end,
But all of you I do depend.
I don't mean to let you down,
And I am grateful you all stick around.
But if you can't I understand,
I'll always be your family and friend.
You all mean the world to me,
I hope you never leave me.
I wrote this to apologize,
And maybe so you realize.
When I feel sad and I feel blue,
I would never stop loving you.