Scream

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2005

my head pounds so hard tonight, the thoughts won't leave my head

I try to talk to you and tell you how I feel and listen to all you've said

my moods are unstable and I feel so wierd inside of me, I can't explain

all that I know is that one minute I feel fine the next minute there is pain

so I look up to the sky and I ask you if you are listening and if you're there

and you say my child I am right here by your side and I will listen and will care

I tell you that it hurts and that I don't feel quite like myself tonight

and you hold me and tell me my child don't worry everything will be all right



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I scream out to you

cause I dunno what to do

so I scream out your name

cause I can no longer take this pain

you are my God therefore I get on my knees

and you kneel down too and you say to me

everything will be okay, I am here

with me there is no reason to fear



tonight is the night when the demons come from out from hiding

I watch them on my walls and on the ceiling as they are gliding

the shadows come to life as they make there way around my room

and as they come towards me I feel myself fill up with doom

the tears run down my cheeks as I grab a little cross

cause Jesus died for me so that my soul would never be lost

and so he takes my hand and said my child do not be afraid

if you close your eyes and trust in me I will make these monsters fade

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I scream out to him in the darkness of the night

and when I close my eyes I can see his shining light

reminding me that I will never be alone all by myself

and that he has picked me up everytime that I fell

and he will pick me up again just like before

so there is no reason to be afraid anymore

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Wow! This is wonderful Em!Gotta love the message here...if only we could all be brave enough to trust that God will take care of us no matter what...stuff that happens is just too unreal sometimes but I heard God never gives you more than you can bear and yet I often feel pushed at the edge and yet I always survive somehow, so somebody up there likes me I guess...Anyways, great message and I understand how you feel...your poetry pal,Pam
PS please check out my most recent poem I don't think anyone commented on yet...about Mari, my friend who instigated a crazy last minute trip to LA for the day that I will always treasure...just recently found out she died a few years ago from another friend on the trip...I am so bad at keeping in touch....anyways I wrote a poem dedicated to her spirit and hope she hears it or sees it somehow....God-willing....Pam