Find myself dead

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2005

tell me how many times do I have to die

before I can finally come back to life

tell me how many breaths do I have to breathe

before I can finally shake this feeling within me

cause I am sick of dying and I am sick of breathing

and I am sick of crying and sick of always believing



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they tell me things are gonna get better

that none of this pain will last forever

they tell me the emptiness will go away

and I will be cured from this some day

but how can I believe everything they said

when every morning I wake and find myself dead



a trail of tears lead me down the road of life

the people behind me look at the tears I left behind

and they wonder what has hurt me so much every day

that I would keep leaving these tears along the way

so tell me how many tears will I have to shed

before I can feel alive inside and no longer be dead

chorus



a trail of blood covers my teardrops one by one

and I look back and see the blood of God's son

and I wonder how he can love me as much as he does every day

that he would give his blood to wash all of my tears away

and he says tell me how much blood would I have to spill

to dry your eyes just tell me how much and I promise I will

I promise you I will

and he says.....



I will give my life to make everything better

I will take the pain for you now and forever

I will fill your heart so the emptiness goes away

I will be with you, by your side every single day

you can believe everything that I have said

I died for you so that you would never be dead

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Heather Gilmore's picture

Emily...I love these lyrics. It really touched my heart and I wept. This is absolutely exceptional.

teresa_r's picture

i can relate when does the
loss of love stop hurting i
know this kind of pain.