Ashamed

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2005

never expected to fall in so deep

never thought my secrets would ever leak

never thought I'd ever turn away from your love

never thought anyone else would ever be good enough

but here I am so lost and confused, wondering how I got here

who am I and why am I turning from the one who I hold dear

you are the one who speaks to my heart but why do I find

that I keep looking away and leaving you far behind



chorus

it's hard to breathe without you

and all alone I don't know what to do

sometimes I sit and think to myself

why do I second guess all I've felt

you are a rose and I let you fade

I forgot all the love we ever made

and I'm so ashamed I hurt you like that

and if I knew what I wanted I'd come back



I can't believe I thought I wanted more

so much love was next to me why did I agnore

behind these walls was a world of our own

and we did the unimaginable all alone

so speak to me tell me what you feel

and remind me that what we had was real

take me in your arms and caress my skin

make me feel your magic and draw me in

chorus



for so long I thought I knew

what I wanted, that I loved you

but maybe things aren't what they seem

and maybe I'm better off alone with my dreams

it doesn't feel right in his arms at night

so I dream I am hiding away with you out of sight

but something in me is drawn to him, I don't know why

but when I am away from you all I can do is cry

chorus






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Matt Lanoue's picture

i really enjoyed this one... amazing work, kind of going through the same thing right now... check out my work sometime

niltak's picture

i couldnt have said anything better...this is something i cant find a better word then wow...if there was one then i wuold find it and put it there but words could not say how great this poem is...ur an awesome writer...

pamschwetz's picture

ashamed of what? expressing your true feelings? don't ever be or feel ashamed...feel brave enough to express them and let those feelings out...some of the best poetry if not just the best poetry is written that way...no holds barred, just let it rip...nothing to be ashamed of...true emotions are absolutely the best poetry of the soul...be free...keep expressing...let yourself go and let it be pure poetry....Pam