never expected to fall in so deep
never thought my secrets would ever leak
never thought I'd ever turn away from your love
never thought anyone else would ever be good enough
but here I am so lost and confused, wondering how I got here
who am I and why am I turning from the one who I hold dear
you are the one who speaks to my heart but why do I find
that I keep looking away and leaving you far behind
chorus
it's hard to breathe without you
and all alone I don't know what to do
sometimes I sit and think to myself
why do I second guess all I've felt
you are a rose and I let you fade
I forgot all the love we ever made
and I'm so ashamed I hurt you like that
and if I knew what I wanted I'd come back
I can't believe I thought I wanted more
so much love was next to me why did I agnore
behind these walls was a world of our own
and we did the unimaginable all alone
so speak to me tell me what you feel
and remind me that what we had was real
take me in your arms and caress my skin
make me feel your magic and draw me in
chorus
for so long I thought I knew
what I wanted, that I loved you
but maybe things aren't what they seem
and maybe I'm better off alone with my dreams
it doesn't feel right in his arms at night
so I dream I am hiding away with you out of sight
but something in me is drawn to him, I don't know why
but when I am away from you all I can do is cry
chorus
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i couldnt have said anything better...this is something i cant find a better word then wow...if there was one then i wuold find it and put it there but words could not say how great this poem is...ur an awesome writer...
ashamed of what? expressing your true feelings? don't ever be or feel ashamed...feel brave enough to express them and let those feelings out...some of the best poetry if not just the best poetry is written that way...no holds barred, just let it rip...nothing to be ashamed of...true emotions are absolutely the best poetry of the soul...be free...keep expressing...let yourself go and let it be pure poetry....Pam