your breaking me down and crushing me under your foot
so why don't you let me free and take a good hard look
at what you are doing to me, what you are doing to me
or don't you even care, maybe you don't even want to see
your tearing my insides up, tangling them up together
while you do this to me how can I possibly feel any better
I see the signs on the road that tell me where I am going
I feel the wind whipping on my face as it is violently blowing
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I don't want to be like this again
I'm desperately trying not to get sick
I don't want to go through this anymore
because I'll just end up where I was before
anxiety so high I can barely stand still
walking on egg shells as they overflow and spill
rocking back and forth faster and faster
heading straight for a mental disaster
I just want it all to come to an end
cause I don't want this to happen again
degrading words that sting my ears as they enter into the middle
filled with poison that inflames me like an unanswered riddle
and if I bleed I'll make sure I don't get any blood on the floor
and if I do I will leave the stain and show myself to the door
and the stain will remain like a footprint in cement that has dried
but it will never compare to what has happened all the years inside
and finally as I am getting better you have to kill me with your gun
I guess I'm just your outlet of anger, I don't matter, I am no one
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you say you love me but how can I believe you
when you break me and bend me like crazy glue
you make every minute one minute closer to the time
when I will melt in your displacement and no longer be fine
things are starting to get blurry and I'm starting to lose my balence
my words start to die one by one and I start to resort to silence
the louder you yell at me the closer to the edge I stand
and if I ever fall there is no guarantee to a safe land
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Great piece of work! Very emotional
Ouch...well written but hurts...Pam