tangled up in a spider web
watched my scars as they bled
a piece of the best china fell to the floor
shattered into a million pieces or more
a star that fell from the sky to the ground
a star no one will ever miss as it fell down
no one thought I would ever break like that
so they just stared and waited for me to laugh
and to say that it was all just a joke
but as they looked at me I never spoke
chorus
don't look at me anymore
I don't even know who you are
and you don't know who I am
and you don't even give a damn
no matter how much you love me
you can't even really see
that all the love won't help
cause it can't get me out of this hell
why do you think if you love me enough
everything will be all right and I won't hurt
just a feather that floated off the wing of an angel
I wonder if this curse that haunts my heart is fatal
I'm just drowning in the shower of the tears I've shed
I'm just dissapearing into all the words that I have said
and all this time I have been bleeding internally
but now I'm bleeding on the outside so everyone can see
but they all gave me blank stares as they saw the blood
they never expected me drown inside of my own flood
and maybe I'm burning in my own flames, in my own fire
and maybe all of this time I have only been a lier
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and they will never even understand the pain
to watch as all I ever was went down the drain
I started out just tangled in a spider web
and ended up so messed up inside my head
and no one ever saw the fragile tears in my eyes
cause they were so warpped up in all my lies
and I laughed so hard when it hurt so much inside
fooled everyone including me for a long time
but then the night rose when the demons came
and then after that nothing was ever the same
chorus
another ouch one...well written...feeling hurt and betrayed and abused even...lots of tormented feelings shown here...good way to get all those feelings out in words...hope things are getting better always....your poetry pal, Pam