Tangled in a spider web

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2005

tangled up in a spider web

watched my scars as they bled

a piece of the best china fell to the floor

shattered into a million pieces or more

a star that fell from the sky to the ground

a star no one will ever miss as it fell down

no one thought I would ever break like that

so they just stared and waited for me to laugh

and to say that it was all just a joke

but as they looked at me I never spoke



chorus

don't look at me anymore

I don't even know who you are

and you don't know who I am

and you don't even give a damn

no matter how much you love me

you can't even really see

that all the love won't help

cause it can't get me out of this hell

why do you think if you love me enough

everything will be all right and I won't hurt



just a feather that floated off the wing of an angel

I wonder if this curse that haunts my heart is fatal

I'm just drowning in the shower of the tears I've shed

I'm just dissapearing into all the words that I have said

and all this time I have been bleeding internally

but now I'm bleeding on the outside so everyone can see

but they all gave me blank stares as they saw the blood

they never expected me drown inside of my own flood

and maybe I'm burning in my own flames, in my own fire

and maybe all of this time I have only been a lier

chorus



and they will never even understand the pain

to watch as all I ever was went down the drain

I started out just tangled in a spider web

and ended up so messed up inside my head

and no one ever saw the fragile tears in my eyes

cause they were so warpped up in all my lies

and I laughed so hard when it hurt so much inside

fooled everyone including me for a long time

but then the night rose when the demons came

and then after that nothing was ever the same

chorus

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pamschwetz's picture

another ouch one...well written...feeling hurt and betrayed and abused even...lots of tormented feelings shown here...good way to get all those feelings out in words...hope things are getting better always....your poetry pal, Pam