couldn't find my way out of my dreams last night
looked for the end of the tunnel I was in but there was no light
if you and I are together in my dreams then how come every time I wake
no one is here with me, you are not here with me, not filling this empty space
sleep is the drug I take to escape this reality I'm in
cause I can't live this way where I am this time again
call me a fool but every time I look at you I'm blinded
I guess you wouldn't believe me if I told you I was really trying
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cause I'm trying not to fall in love
I know you think I'm not trying hard enough
I'm trying not to get lost in you
but no one knows how hard it is to do
I'm trying to catch my breath so you don't take it away
I'm trying not to give you my heart at least not today
if fantasies come true like some people say they do
then maybe there is a chance that I could someday have you
but until then I will hide away in my world of fantasy
desperately holding on trying not to fall into reality
so please won't you embrace me in your arms like you do in my dreams at night
cause everytime I am near you it feels so wonderful, it feels so right
I can't imagine me living in a world when your not here
the thought of it makes me quiver and shiver with fear
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I think I am in love with you
even though I'm trying so hard not to
I want to know what it feels like
to be in your embrace at night
I think I am completely lost in you
though it wasn't something I meant to do
but now I am glad that I stumbled upon your smile
and I hope this lasts more than just a little while
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P.S. I'm going to let John read it too if that's okay. :)
Emily, this brought tears to my eyes. I also printed two copies of it. It is so beautiful! I love it. Miss you *hugs*
I'm not even kidding.... completely took my breath away! Amazing!!
You are an extremely talented writer.
WOW...beautiful lyrical poetry here Em...I totally get it and agree....hope it is a song someday and when it is send it my way...pam