my pillow is wet with tears
my heart is swept with fears
my emotions are burned to the bone
my soul has now turned to stone
I hide under a blanket in a corner of my bed
so afraid, so hurt, hearing all the voices have said
the pain pounds in my head, stabs me like a knife
I curl up into a ball and fear for my life
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don't tell me I'm okay
and that you've felt this way
don't tell me I'm fine
don't hand me that line
cause I am not here to fake
not just gonna get what I can take
don't tell me there's nothing wrong
don't tell me I've been this way all along
cause I know how I feel, you don't
your supposed to help me but you won't
maybe I'll turn and run the other way
what do I have to do to show you I'm not okay
demons come in the night
darkness brings them to life
monsters stretch out their hands
coloring themselves with crayons
they're looking at my face, I try to hide
I don't want them to see what I keep inside
but they already know, they possess me, play their tricks
and they won't go away even when I grabbed the crucifix
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creeping down the halls
shadowing on the walls
scaring me to death
fearing every breath
they are more alive than me
and more real than I'll ever be
and whats the use of crying
when in the end it's me whose dying
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wow is all i can say...You have no idea how much that poem calls to me. I can relate to that poem very easily. great job.