here I am standing on the edge
digging up an oath that I once pledge
should I jump or should I stay
should I make this my last day
I am sinking fast in the quicksand
and there's no one here to take my hand
so I'm ready to jump and fall to the ground
don't bother to catch me when I go down
chorus
and there is this pain I cannot hide
I feel it tear me apart deep inside
and there is no one here by my side
can't you see how much I have tried
can anyone see beyond my disguise
can anyone see my truth instead of my lies
cause no matter how much I try
I can't seem to get by
and somewhere along the way I died
I drowned in a pool of tears uncried
so many times the tears have come
but I couldn't cry them, I was too numb
I could feel the pain but my eyes would freeze
so I cried invisible tears that no one sees
but what happens when the ice in my eyes start to melt
what happens when my eyes tell the story of every ounce of pain felt
I'm taking another step towards the edge
I'm about to jump from this ledge
chorus
I'm standing here
filled with fear
counting to ten
over and over again
but it's too late to save me
it's too late to save me
chorus
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