Tears of someone who loves you

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2004

if I told you I wanted to die

what would you do, what would you say

would you comfort me like in the past

or would you just turn and walk away



if I told you I wanted to die

would you be there for me like before

or would it be different like everything else

I wonder if you even really love me anymore



if I told you I wanted to die

and that I wanted to hurt myself again

would it mean anything to you

or is our love slowly coming to an end



what does it matter to me

why the hell should I care

if it doesn't matter to you

why should I still be there



this used to be my worst nightmare

but now that it is coming and it's near

I just want it to be over with and find the end

cause all that this is leaving inside me is fear



I just want to know

do you still love me

just answer that question

and I'll leave you be



if I told you I wanted to die

how would it make you feel inside

would you try to find me this time

if I run away from you and hide



if I told you I wanted to die

would you keep me alive tonight

would you give me a reason to live

would you try to make me feel all right



if I told you I wanted to die

what would you think in your brain

would you say you love me and mean it

or would you say it to me in vain



when you say you love me

I will still wonder if it's true

cause I still mean those words

whenever I say them to you



should I still care about you

if I don't even know if you care about me

am I just wasting my time, wasting my thoughts

if you just answer these questions I'll let you be



cause the confusion and anticipation

makes me just want to sit and cry

so what would you do if you found out

if I told you I wanted to die

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poetvg's picture

this poem
is wonderful
to read .

Chai D's picture

Wow! like the rhyme. Very powerful, though some of the power is lost in the length.
~x~