if I told you I wanted to die
what would you do, what would you say
would you comfort me like in the past
or would you just turn and walk away
if I told you I wanted to die
would you be there for me like before
or would it be different like everything else
I wonder if you even really love me anymore
if I told you I wanted to die
and that I wanted to hurt myself again
would it mean anything to you
or is our love slowly coming to an end
what does it matter to me
why the hell should I care
if it doesn't matter to you
why should I still be there
this used to be my worst nightmare
but now that it is coming and it's near
I just want it to be over with and find the end
cause all that this is leaving inside me is fear
I just want to know
do you still love me
just answer that question
and I'll leave you be
if I told you I wanted to die
how would it make you feel inside
would you try to find me this time
if I run away from you and hide
if I told you I wanted to die
would you keep me alive tonight
would you give me a reason to live
would you try to make me feel all right
if I told you I wanted to die
what would you think in your brain
would you say you love me and mean it
or would you say it to me in vain
when you say you love me
I will still wonder if it's true
cause I still mean those words
whenever I say them to you
should I still care about you
if I don't even know if you care about me
am I just wasting my time, wasting my thoughts
if you just answer these questions I'll let you be
cause the confusion and anticipation
makes me just want to sit and cry
so what would you do if you found out
if I told you I wanted to die
this poem
is wonderful
to read .
Wow! like the rhyme. Very powerful, though some of the power is lost in the length.
~x~