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if I ever really committed suicide

would it wipe away all the tears I've cried

what would I do if I succeeded and died

how would the people who loved me feel inside



if I committed suicide I would hurt people beyond belief

it would be so selfish for me to do to give myself relief

it would be so permanent compared to problems that are brief

and I would cause people I love way too much pain and grief



so no matter how much I am hurting I can't give in to my horrible pain

I don't want to hurt people I love I would loose more than I would gain

no matter what happens inside my head no matter how much I go insane

I can't give in to this monster that is messing up things in my brain



although at first thought suicide seems like a good solution to me

at second thought I know that suicide will not really set my soul free

as horrible as things may get and as bad as everything may really be

there are much better solutions that I can now seem to see



if I ever committed suicide to end my pain and strife

it would be the worst decision I made in my life

so now I am finally going to put down my sharp knife

and dream that someday in the future I will be a happy wife



I will leave suicide behind

and get all the happiness I can find

and I will let all of my problems unwind

and I will be with those I love when life is unkind