Am I going crazy

Folder: 
2004

poisoned with feelings that I've never felt before

swallowing a secret that I can't hide anymore

your name rezounds in my head, my heart calls out to you

it's intoxicating me like a disease and I don't know what to do

everytime I see you I want to discover and unlock this mystery

can someone save me and pull me out of this sudden fantasy

because although it feels wrong nothing has ever felt so right

when I look at you I want to hold you oh so tight



chorus

am I going crazy, I don't know who I am

I am falling in love with my best friend

am I going crazy, out of my head

sick of loving guys, I love girls instead

am I going crazy, I don't know what to do

everytime I look at your face I want to kiss you

I am in love with you does this mean I'm not me

or am I still myself, am I going crazy



maybe it is against what the world says is good

but I am convinced that the concept is misunderstood

I'll fly away to a cloud so that I can touch you

so that they can't criticize anything that we do

love is love and as long as it is true

there should be nothing wrong with me loving you

but the world it keeps saying no

but I can't lose you, I can't let you go

chorus



I am in love with you

I can't help it, it's true

I can't change the way I feel

this love I possess is too real

so this is how I choose to be

so tell me am I going crazy

chorus

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I wrote this back when I was in love with another girl, it really can be a hard thing to come to terms with because of the way it is potrayed as wrong.

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vazb's picture

wow im really touched by this its amazing and the scary thing is though ive not exactly went through that myself i know how it feels amazing poem/song

passionaterider's picture

You did a wonderful job writing this song, and the anxiety of not knowing how to deal with it in a total society way... With love, you just love, it knows no bounds, it truly doesn't... Truly enjoyed your lyrics and heart's contents... Brian...