awakened in my darkest hour
all of those memories that have gone sour
turning into a petal falling off a pugnurant flower
a relevant attempt to rescue me from the highest tower
a hunger, a craving, rustles inside like an addiction
I've tried my whole life to achieve justice, to make a conviction
my ludicrous self has become an enemy to my reflection
a luxurious sign of repulsive condolessed rejection
shouldn't I be something
why am I nothing
I guess I've learned one thing
I have faded into nothing
is fantasy some sort of tangible reality
or is it some proof of my humble insanity
am I conditioned to feel pain all the time and hurt
I am fumbling towards an extacy of a quenching thirst
I am slowly dying inside my coherent identity
incognito I hide and I am now empty
I disperse in my quiet battle against myself
peering in the mirror I see something else
shouldn't I be something
why am I nothing
I guess I've learned one thing
I have faded into nothing
Thanks for the compliment.
This explains well how people feel when they are locked in battle against themself, and how that peels at the worth.