you make me so angry I don't know how
but I am standing up for myself now
in the past I have been silent
it has always been a one sided fight
but now my adrenaline is rushing fast
it will never be the way it was in the past
I won't let you kick my spirit around
I won't let you make me fall so far down
chorus
you release the anger in me
you release the anger
the anger that I've kept inside
the anger that I guess never died
the anger that you have now just triggered
the anger that over the years has gotten bigger
you release the anger in me
you release the anger
and all this time you didn't think I'd speak up
well I'll keep yelling if you keep all this up
if you yell at me I will yell back this time
I'm not going to keep pretending everything's fine
cause I have feelings I'm not your puppet to control
so now the words are coming out and I'm on a roll
but now the problem is I can't turn this anger off
now that you see me this way do I seem so soft
chorus
the monster has been released
and now I can't even sleep
this is the part of me
that the mirror never could see
this is the voice that was mute
and always spoke quiet as a flute
but now it speaks more like a trumpet
loud so that everyone can hear it
chorus
I totally get this and hear you....keep writing and stay strong....your poetry pal, Pam