they hurt me
they make me bleed
invisible blood from an invisible cut
and invisible pain from who knows what
if I'm not asleep, if I'm not dead
if I don't laugh and I cry instead
if I am alive and I am well
then tell me why am I in hell
there are voices in my head
telling me that I'm dead
making me choose
a sort of self abuse
and no one knows what it's like
and no one can make it all alright
no one can make them stop hurting you
and no one knows how you feel
the pain is all too real
and no one can break through
and no one can save you from the voices
and all the piercing horrible noises
and you really try
and no one can go inside your head
and knock every one of them dead
and you want to die
thats what it's like
I can't open my eyes
I am dying inside
the light is killing me
stinging my eyes
and I can't listen to them
the noise pierces my head
every little sound
I'm feeling so dead
the voices are killing me
they are hurting me
they are beating me
they are burning me
the agonizing pain
is driving me insane
all of these noices
please save me from these voices
I get Joy from the Lord Jesus Christ,I know in this life time because of sin in the world we all will hurt,but He says come to Him all those who are week and weary,carry His yoke for it is lite,call on Him and He will set you free...I'm sorry if i intruded and if so just ecnor this,but in my life i found Jesus and He listens and won't turn us away,we strive to be like him and we suffer here on earth because He did,and one day he will come and take us home and wipe away all our tears.
very touching. perfect - one of the best poems I've ever read.