The Hidden Signs With Me

-The Hidden Sign Within Me-

Behind the bars

You see these scars

That surround my heart

You long to ask, where did it start?

My eyes fill with tears

As you ask me to remember my fears.

The things i had to see.

The pain you caused me.



Always seemed to care.

Yet the passion wasn't there.

I know not to dare.

Just continue living life unfair.

People ask me how i bare.

Oh how i want to share.



But I'm afraid

'Cause in the shade

Behind closed doors

Feelings fall upon the floors.

And within each others cores.

Lie an a ray of sores.



Not meant to be heard or understood.

Though i almost wish u could.

Read between my lines.

See the hidden signs.

Actually sit and hear

Help me fine a cure

My problems solved.

Yours too shall be.



But it's always the same.

Life seems no more tame.

Nothing changes in my day.

But the beating of my heart fading away.

The smile upon my face falling astray.

And now in bed you lay

Wondering if perhaps i ever may

Forgive you for what u made me pay?

And the truth to what I'd say

You might as well be died.

For do you see? You are nothing to me.

-Exkai Jade Satiro-

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Afzal Shauq's picture

ooh my god... its a poem having multiple meanings..and this is what I like in your poetry very much.. idea here is rich and spritual type..and more then a open eyes dream too..and heart touching one ..specially this stanza of poem is making me think a lot ad love it
But I'm afraid
'Cause in the shade
Behind closed doors
Feelings fall upon the floors.
And within each others cores.
Lie an a ray of sores.