absence

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separation

i frequent neither harrow

nor haunt her heart resides,

my undivided sorrow

unto this page confides;

bereft of tears in mourning

i awake to dreams of her,

the theft of years alluring,

the plans we made deferred;

prescience of her departure

makes no less my loss,

her absence growing farther

divides my soul across.

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I lived through a similar

I lived through a similar time of terror in 1978 and again in 1981-83.  The first was just a brief dress rehearsal for the second, and I still have nightmares about them both.


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You know, I've had time to

You know, I've had time to process, writing helps a lot, and I know that this will all turn out for my good in the end.


"Paper is patient." - Anne Frank

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Yes it does, and I have

Yes it does, and I have found---when I am being brutally candid with myself---that those two periods produce insights that I might not have acquired any other way.  When I was young, and when I was experiencing them first-hand, they did not seem like insights; just more terrors.  But now, with a perspective of over forty years, I can place them in a more overall context.  


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