As I smoke my cig and take my shot of booze
I realize what i am goning to lose
My life, my goals, all gone
I have lived a thousands years in a month
How much I have changed in that month
I used to be a good, well behaved kid
Look at me now, demented, destroyed, and at a bid
Church used to just be dull
Now my heart is filled with pain as if rammed by a bull
What's happening to me?
What will become of me?
Do I share the fait of those before me who did this?
I turned into everything I hate about a world like this
I have become everything to my friends
Yet, to me I am nothing
I truely am everything and nothing
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