She's down the street she'll spiral in homing pigeon girl
For the methmonster just rolled in her driveway
Blue Trans-Am cost three pounds Humboldt-standard-currency
Takes all he gives his kiss his needle his flights
Takes him to ward off the morning eyes closed
Down the street eyes closed against a harmfull sun
She begs or sells herself away to the train tracks
Pass a bottle between old-timers stumble river
And wet rags and hands pushing open hazy parting
Sunlit and unconscious and moaning until night
And the purr of cars loving to be alone
The street and her fight for control blindly following
Candlyland of fists guns beer blackness with silent
Film rage of a hundred of her mothers before
All cast off into fear and shame
Fertile souls quenched by strange times and nightfall
Living with dying people travel and counters for medicine
Forgetting to remember who don't come 'round no more
Finding solace under dusty trees bottle rolls into the street
The sirens are all left for worthy crime again
Sun sets shuffle down and off to sleep all
Ballet for ragged men in the dawn cross over the berm
Mota and tar heroin begged off the suits
Busted heads wail through sparkling clean alleys
Keep away from our filth padlocks chime
To fourteen year old wise men with new mouths
To feed tired to the bone crying
Ballet for ragged men fear and lovemaking at once
The stares and frustration in the wake spiral in
Homing pigeon girl in all her decrepit glory smiles
Just this once six year old Amy going to the dentist
Hands her begonias and lilies tightly clenched
Innocent special smiling
I don't know how to comment on such a poem! It captivated me as I read it over and over again. I usually hate poems that are this hard to comprehend, but somehow this poem is different. It begs me to challenge myself to understand it. Admittedly, I still haven't, but I'm having fun picking up new things each time. I'm curious as to what events, feelings or situation inspired this?