Anonymous
End it all, good bye to the ones dear to me, let it spill out like a flood,
Holding a picture of my love to my heart and drown in my own blood.
Because of the blood all you see on my arm is red,
as i express inside and out i feel like i'm dead.
Sitting there watching as the blood on my arm spills,
Trying to slip away as i down all the bottle of pills.
I start to take them one by one,
I will continue this until the deed is done.
Death is not just my only thought beacuse of my depression,
It has become not only a thought but an insane obsession.
Holding on just isn't an option for me anymore,
It's to hard holding on plus i have nothing to live for.
So i say goodbye to the ones that i love,
I pray that they forgive as i watch over them from above.
I start to feel dizzy the room starts to spin,
I realize the consequences i know it's a sin.
I start to feel guilty i want to go back,
But unfortunately now it is life that i lack.
Now all my body is a corpse that will rot,
Never to return and still even though dead happy i am not.
So be careful or you will end up like me,
Dead and under the ground unable to be free
This is a good and true poem...I can relate to it alot, I used to think about it but I never could caue I knew how much it would put my friends and family through....