Are my screams loud enough?

So much has happened.

I can't explain what I'm feeling.

I've tried to keep it all inside, but I can't take it anymore.

Another day inside my world, its all the same.

Nothing ever changes.

Every day I'm forced to face the demons in my head.



Are my screams loud enough for you?

I've tried to get help, but no one ever LISTENS.

Its killing me inside





I can't deal with all this anymore

Everything I've ever buried deep down is all coming at me all at once.

I can't control it anymore



I have nowhere to go.

Nowhere to hide

My whole life is crashing down on me

I can't escape it

I don't know what to do.

It's so scary to lose control



No matter how hard I close my eyes, I can't escape the pain...the memories.



Why do I have to feel like this?

I wish it would just go away.

Please

Leave me

But I know it won't happen

I'm too far gone now.

There is no hope for me now

Author's Notes/Comments: 

it speaks for itself

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fighter4life's picture

I can so relate, very well written.

M I's picture

wow....that's a hell of a lot of emotion...i love this poem...i really can't say anything except tell me what it's exactly about cos for me it's about something in my life...what did you write it about?