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I know you most likely dont read my poems anymore but this is for you.

Someone i met years ago, in the comments on this very page,

i reached out to you, and you to me. We grew closer as the messages sent.

Every day, we learned something new, and it became a crazy obsession.

The long distance didnt mean anything, our friendship and hearts grew close.

Soon we started calling and texting daily, two strangers, became friends,

and soon became long lost lovers. In a year where my life was falling apart,

everything i ever knew, was becoming lost as the days went by.

Not knowing what to do, i kept growing closer to you.

You became my salvation, my love, my only chance of survival.

Everything i did daily, i basised it on my time with you.

Sleeping became a lost cause, and lieing because a nessity.

Lieing to my friends and family and the guy i was seeing,

just to have more time with you. Canceling every date,

just to talk to you all night.

Of course you already know all of this and i didnt change fast enough.

I kept telling you id find a away to make it all be ok.

I desided to choose the wrong path, cause i thought i could make something last.

And in the end, you said goodbye, cause my promises turned to lies.

I never stopped thinking of you, never have I forgotten you.

Forced to keep on moving on, i gave my heart to another one.

Here i am in a new life, and soon giving birth to a new guy,

i still ofton think of you, and wish i could have given you everything i promised.

I should have found a way, but now here i am making a new day,

having to keep on moving, knowing i cant have you. Things will never

be the way they used to be. So i have moved on, finally found what i hope is love.

I still think of you, wonder if you think of me too.

My heart still beats, I still know how to breath,

but some days its harder, when I think of you.