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March  2012 was a month that ill never forget.

It's when my grandmother died, after having 2 heart attacks,

And a serious stroke, that left her un able to move her left side.

After her suffering for a month before her passing, after my parents

Lied saying she was getting better, while holding the truth back.

The next day I was molested and almost raped by her neighbor.

Something that still tramatizing me, and will be something that stays

Carved in my mind, till the day I die. It will haunt me, but I have to fight,

To get past it. Where a stranger touched, licked, and forced me to Do,

Things I didn't want to do, while he did as he please to me. I ran the whole-

Way home, ripped my clothes off, sat and cried on my floor.  Blaming myself 

Came so easily, how could I have been so stupid? All this happening,

While my now ex boy friend was cheating on me countless times, and was 

Lying to me, and rarely did I even see him.  And I wish I could say I didn't know,

But I did, I just kept on lying to myself, and ignoring it. But deep down I knew,

It wouldn't last. And months later it ended. And I gave up the only thing I had during that whole bad month, hell that whole bad year, I gave up a person perfect, who loved me dearly. And stood by myside even while states away,

And a time difference that stood in between. He stood tall, and stood in front of me, shielding me from the pain, wrapping his arms around to comfort me,

His voice like a sweet melody just embracing me, his eyes like a puppy's, so innocent and pure. His heart like gold, a heart that no man has, I swear he was a god. And his hands, so gentle, and talented. And a mind, so strong he could fight any battle with only his words, and win. I gave him up because I was blind, and didn't want to see past my own stupidity. I almost lost him forever. But slowly he talks to me still, and  I know deep down, there is still love for him, and his demons. March 2012 was a month ill never forget.