I want to forget you.

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All I want to do is forget you.
Its been almost a year since you left me here.
I lay awake at night only to see the past escape.
From my closed locked heart.
Iv hidden my love away, because of what you did yesturday.
You broke my heart, now nothing not even glue,
can hold the pieces in place.

I know that you, know what you caused.
Do you see the blood loss?
Do you see the pain inside of me?
Do you see the damage done?
Does it feel good to see, what you promised never to be?

NOW your not differant , your just like the rest.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

To my ex bf Jp.
Written- 2009-2010. When and after he broke up with me.

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twisted_soul's picture

forgive and forget its a

forgive and forget its a great life philosophy. but u dont need to but it will make you feel better.

Elfy's picture

I have. That poem was written

I have. That poem was written almost 3 years ago.


-Elfy*

twisted_soul's picture

well its still a great

well its still a great philosophy

thisisme789's picture

Awws! That's soo sad! =(

Awws! That's soo sad! =(


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Elfy's picture

ya it was. It was a really

ya it was. It was a really hard time in my life. But as everything, we move on, and continue life. Me and him are cool now, we started talking finally about 8 months ago. So we are ok. THough my bf hates Jp with all of his guts lol. But he deals with me talking to Jp, cause Jp is stil a friend of mine.
We got over the anger, pain, and heart break, and i forgave Jp for what he did, though Jp still loves me, and wants me back, he doesnt intervien between me and kyle. He is silently waiting in the back round so to speak for something to happen between me and kyle. THen he will take his chance, and ask for my heart again. lol.


-Elfy*

thisisme789's picture

Yea lol. I wish I could be

Yea lol. I wish I could be there when that happens, and beat him to it! ;-}


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MatthewWayne's picture

Sounds like you have quite

Sounds like you have quite the followers Elfy :) just follow your heart.


"I am my own sort of strange, a supernova of madness and brillance. Forced to share the same space and time. Sane enough to not be seen, yet not crazy enough to be heard." -- Matthew Wayne

thisisme789's picture

yes she does =)

yes she does =)


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