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I can't wait.
How I cant wait to get out of here.
To disapear, to live with out fear, to stop the tears.
To run free of your locks and chains,
to no longer be bound to this place.
To pull away from your grasp, and laugh,
cause i dont have to hug you back.
To cut off the short leash in which you've tied me to,
cause i can walk myself with out you.
To ignore you words, thoughts, and lies,
cause your just wasting your time.
To listen to one person, and one alone,
and thats myself.
To speak my mind for the 1st time,
cause theres nothing you can do to stop me.
TO leave nothing for you to find, cause
when I leave, im taking everything thats mine.
Cause once im gone, and out of here,
I will be with out fear, no more tears, and ill be free,
to disapear.
i hope i can find u if u
i hope i can find u if u dissapear
Keep your head up
You have a way with emotion in your text that always seems to effortlessly draw the reader in and really affectionately
make them feel for you and your real life circumstance, making the reader always wishing things in your life can be made right while thinking about how to fix the subtleties in our own lives.
I cant say I know exactly how you feel but I do understand whats it is like to feel an endless grey that constantly sucks the confidence from my spirit on a daily basis.But like you seem to do, is bounce back and vent by releasing your griefs with writing. the amazing thing is how often your able to do that, always updating how you feel and always connecting with the readers in its own different, but very meaningful ways.
The point is that if there is a leash bined to your leg, one you seemingly cannot break free from, you must hold on
there is a freedom out there, one we all carry great ambition for, but its the journey to that place of freedom that will attempt to kill us.
In words other spoken, I know those chains will rust with the developed age of time
and me you and everyone else who seeks that freedom will reach that land one day
but we have to continue to believe
Keep your head to the sun and you will never see the shadows
youll be okay elfy
just keep believing
Ascesa e rialzarsi fino a quando gli agnelli diventano leoni
Rise and Rise again until Lambs become lions
Thank you so much. I really
Thank you so much. I really appricate the comment, and kind words. Unfo I dont try to make people feel how I do, cause its not something i want people to feel. But if i dont write how i feel, it will bottle up inside, shake and explode. Like a bottle of Coke. lol I write alot, when I have time, but sometimes i just dont have it in me. When im upset, or crying cause of a fight or lecture from my dad, i cry for a few mins, letting myself feel bad, then grab a pen and notebook and write it out. Alot of my sad, most depressing personal work, is done by that. One day I will break free from my leash, in 8 months actually :) ill be 18, and able to cut it off, and walk on my own. I do belive, only cause i know there is something out there in this world,worth going through the bad, to get to it one day. Just takes time.
I know i will be, but i have things, i must deal with in order to, and i cant till im free. :) Thanks again for reading and commenting. Means alot hon. Same to you, dont ever stop believing.
-Elfy*
I wont stop
definitely, Ill be 18 in Jan, and I have been waiting along time for that day myself.lol
I never was a part of facebook or any of that other stuff kids do now adays (if you have a facebook there is nothing wrong with that by the way lol) but once I found this site I was surprised how deep you can connect with another and really share true knowledge about well...everything.
so I guess This has become my outlet as well.
anyway all I am trying to say is
if you need to vent I will listen because
It seems that helping others, helps me too
Ascesa e rialzarsi fino a quando gli agnelli diventano leoni
Rise and Rise again until Lambs become lions
Thats cool, and im glad. And
Thats cool, and im glad. And i am not and havent been apart of facebook either. lol Iv kinda wanted to try it, but im not allowed due to such strict rulings in my household XD. Maybe one day idk. ITs true, its very personal,and you can really talk to plp about things in your life. Thank you so much, lol if i ever need to vent, ill make sure to message you :). And same goes to you, if you need to vent or someone to listen or just talk to, im here as well. Helping people is my biggest strength, and its what heals my heart from the scars my past has left behind. :)
-Elfy*