Close my eyes, as i sit here,
as i write this letter.
Tears streaming, down my cheeks,
hitting the desk, as i write this.
I miss everything about you,
my heart still belongs to you.
I miss your Green eyes, when they
stared into mine.
I miss your pink lips, when they,
kissed mine for hours.
I miss your voice, when you,
talked non stop,& sang loadly.
I miss your mind, when you,
thought, random things, all day long.
I miss your heart, when you,
loved me, complelty.
I miss your promises, when you
kept them to me.
I miss your notes, when you
wrote them to me, you signed it Gaby with a symbol benith it.
I miss your taste, when you
tasted like mint, or hot coffee.
I miss your hand, when you
held mine, all the time.
I miss your arms, when you
never let me go.
I miss your strength, when you
protected me, when i was scared.
I miss your crazy hypernesss, when you
danced all around, in those bright hypie skirts all day.
I miss your spirt, when you
braught cheer, and joy, to everyone around.
I miss your energy, when you
gave it to me.
I miss your body, when you
stayed beside me, all day and night.
I miss your everything, when you
where here, i was alive.
I miss your everything, but most of all,
I miss you Gabby Darling.
Forever your girl,
Elfy <3
You show'd me how close you
You show'd me how close you are to Gabby. not to be mean or rude, no offence intended, please don't take it the wrong way, but i think you loved Gabby more than she loved you. Gabby is the past right? Past is done, it's now history. I say this caringly, I'm here to comfort you any time. I'm not saying forget or hate, just move on, again not to sound rude or pushy. this probably took a long time to write, a hard time to remember, and a lot of though in sharing this. it's beautiful, and shows me the real you, the one who have, and maybe will, love others, but now I need to prove myself. I need ti replace this pain with comfort. I need to be like Gabby, but do it right. love is never renewable, and can be given to all, but it only is if you let it be.