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Why must you look to me?
Why must you look for me?
Why must you call out to me?
Why cant you just leave me alone?

Why cant you get over the past?
Why cant you move on to a future?
Why cant you let, the memories escape?
Why cant you let me, run away?

Why cant you see, that my heart no longer, belongs to you?
Why cant you see, that my love doesnt go out to you?
Why cant you see, that time has changed?
Why cant you see, that things arent the same?

My love for you, has been long gone.
My heart, gave up, cause i couldnt wait that long.
I waited, and waited, and i couldnt anymore.
It was time for me, to move along.
I grew, and you srunk, in maturity.
You wanted to waste, your life, in things, un healthy.

I needed to live, i needed to breath,
i didnt want it to be me, and another body,
but i couldnt, be with who you where.
I tryed to help, i tryed to change, but i couldnt deal with the pain.
The pain you caused, when you ignored my crys.
My wispers, my prayers, my need to survive.

You didnt want to change, for the good,
you wanted to stay, the same.
I couldnt deal with the pain, so i had to walk away.
i tryed for 3 years, to fix, and to help.
To work on us, to work it out.

I couldnt deal with the things you did,
the things you knew, drove me insane.
I coudnt stop you, i couldnt help you,
you didnt care about me,
you cared about your drugs.

So i was left behind, and forced,
to wipe my eyes, as i walked away,
after i said Goodbye.

And i had to look you in the eyes,
and say i cant do this anymore,
i cant live in a lie, i cant be yours,
like i tried.
I need a guy, that is good for me,
that respects, listens, and looks out for me.
You couldnt be him, cause your drugs,
made you a boy.
A boy, hiding deep inside of a mans body,
who hurt, and wanted to keep it locked inside.

You say you miss me,
you say you love me,
that you always will.

You see me with another guy,
you know im working hard,
you know im happy,

so why must, you mess with my mind?