I am a dark poet
nothing more, nothing less.
I will never experience
joy or happiness.
I write about suicide.
I write about murder.
I write about depression
and other subjects further.
Suicide on my mind
and death in my soul,
I wonder if I'll ever
be considered whole.
Everyday at school
a plastic smile on my face,
and you think Im happy
but that is not the case.
I am full of depression,
insecurity, and anger.
There is no possibility
of me being tamer.
Unless, of course,
I kill myself.
And put this life
up on the shelf.
Only then,
will I be at peace.
And safe,
from the world's pain, at least.
But Death may have something
in store for me when I die.
And I have no choice
but to sit there and not wonder why.
For if it is Hell,
then that's what I deserve.
And if it is Heaven,
the he's got some nerve.
For now I'm stuck here,
tortured everyday.
I need to kill myself,
it's the only way.
I am depressed
I think as you think, i am depressed and i think you are also. You are poet as am i and poets have no restraction anyway. Read my depression quotes
Depression Happens
Sometimes, not all the time - if so seek help and meds - poem okay, a downer as intended - allets